My whole body is aching
Friday, November 23, 2012 於11:06 AM Been so busy recently and i felt really guilty when i know my dad been waiting for me to come home till late to talk to me. He came and asked if i am free tomorrow or on Sunday for dinner but i had to rejected him for i am either working or already had plan. /-\. Shall make some time next week. Been heading out almost daily since two weeks ago and i am mentally breaking now. I am reaching my breaking point. I NEED A DAY ALONE AT HOME, TO SPEND SOME TIME WITH MYSELF IN MY OWN WORLD. ARGGHHH. but sadly, that wish wouldn't be coming true so soon. Had so figging much to do. I am so tired /-\. Haven't got a good night sleep since.. i had no idea when -_-. My life been all about memorizing hiragana, dealing with humans and suffering in silent while enduring those figging annoying pain in the ass one and dragging myself to work. Alright actually has been pretty endurable for i love my workplace and the people Actually its making me sad for i am leaving soon T - T. & my bed is a big mess right now, ye the clothes piling up again and i have yet to sort out all my to-do list and organize stuff abit bah bah bah. Then after that i need to learn the HA HI FU HE HO row and revise everything again. Ohlord. & that twitter message is annoying me you know. I AM HAVING A EXTREMELY MISERABLE & PLUS, PROLONGED BAD WEEK TOO YO. I HAD TO WORRY ABOUT MONEY AND SHITS AND EVERYTHINGGG YO. I have another month to survive with a depleting account and within that month i got to buy a luggage and all the essential that will aid in my survival through the coldest months of Japan which raise my stress level to a legendary level and i had to bring money there too so i had to save here and borrow there and bahbahbah shits so sorry i din't manage to sense through a hundred miles away via the mean of whatsapps that youre sick or something for all on my mind is to solve problem and settle shits. pui pui. By the way, do reply my message. I saw the double tick,in whatsapp it means you saw my message. Not free? Just say so but after dec 5th i will be missing & we can say hello to each hello five figging months later provided if you haven't ditch me for those or new people. PFT Agitated mode yo. By the way, i found my kitty cat down stair again~ He remember me and rubbed against my leg and stuff before following me to the lift Awww i feel so loved T T. My cat still remember me T T. That's it, i don't like humans anymore. I gonna live in a house full of cats. PF |