:'(
Friday, November 30, 2012 於10:12 AM
I been really diligent for the past week and did some studying on daily basics which is why i picked up the hiragana pretty quick but...
Like half an hour before i go to sleep every night?.
Even after a long day of work?
BUT SWORD ART ONLINE JUST RUINED IT ALL LOL.
I CAN'T CONCENTRATE ON MY VOCABULARY LIST ANYMORE.
my mind is like...
Sore.... omg sword art online.... doumo arigato-... omg i want to be in that world.... tonata... KIRITOOO
and i ended up watching SAO instead.
no no no no no no no no no
i need to memorize those vocabs!!!.
I fail T T.
Anyways today is my second last day at work and i am feeling rather sentimental and sad.
This the first time i felt like this about a workplace... well because i like the humans there a lot.
They make my previous bosses and some colleagues look like demons.
omgg roll back to the abyss you monsters and never crawl back.
ok, back to sao. LOL
不瞞你說，老子我現在是非常認真的在發火
Wednesday, November 28, 2012 於12:19 AM
Nothing is more annoying then humans who don't reply (esp when you know they did see your message) and those who ignore your phone calls.
When combine together its a flipping table kind of fury that alight inside of me
*FLIP TABLEE*
Our body replaced itself every 7 years so i believe people do change.
I think there a good and bad point about the new me.
I am more outgoing and appreciative but also, bad in temper.
& the you better make it right time is only 15 minutes (subject to changes depending on mood but i aint in a very good mood recently so ya) , after that you're just fucked.
*STOMP AROUND THE HOUSE RAWRRRRR*
& aint even kidding.
My whole body is aching
Friday, November 23, 2012 於11:06 AM
Been so busy recently and i felt really guilty when i know my dad been waiting for me to come home till late to talk to me.
He came and asked if i am free tomorrow or on Sunday for dinner but i had to rejected him for i am either working or already had plan.
/-\.
Shall make some time next week.
Been heading out almost daily since two weeks ago and i am mentally breaking now.
I am reaching my breaking point.
I NEED A DAY ALONE AT HOME, TO SPEND SOME TIME WITH MYSELF IN MY OWN WORLD. ARGGHHH.
but sadly, that wish wouldn't be coming true so soon.
Had so figging much to do.
I am so tired /-\.
Haven't got a good night sleep since.. i had no idea when -_-.
My life been all about memorizing hiragana, dealing with humans and suffering in silent while enduring those figging annoying pain in the ass one and dragging myself to work.
Alright actually has been pretty endurable for i love my workplace and the people
Actually its making me sad for i am leaving soon T - T.
& my bed is a big mess right now, ye the clothes piling up again and i have yet to sort out all my to-do list and organize stuff abit bah bah bah.
Then after that i need to learn the HA HI FU HE HO row and revise everything again.
Ohlord.
& that twitter message is annoying me you know.
I AM HAVING A EXTREMELY MISERABLE & PLUS, PROLONGED BAD WEEK TOO YO.
I HAD TO WORRY ABOUT MONEY AND SHITS AND EVERYTHINGGG YO.
I have another month to survive with a depleting account and within that month i got to buy a luggage and all the essential that will aid in my survival through the coldest months of Japan which raise my stress level to a legendary level and i had to bring money there too so i had to save here and borrow there and bahbahbah shits so sorry i din't manage to sense through a hundred miles away via the mean of whatsapps that youre sick or something for all on my mind is to solve problem and settle shits. pui pui. By the way, do reply my message. I saw the double tick,in whatsapp it means you saw my message. Not free? Just say so but after dec 5th i will be missing & we can say hello to each hello five figging months later provided if you haven't ditch me for those or new people. PFT
Agitated mode yo.
By the way, i found my kitty cat down stair again~
He remember me and rubbed against my leg and stuff before following me to the lift
Awww i feel so loved T T.
My cat still remember me T T.
That's it, i don't like humans anymore.
I gonna live in a house full of cats.
PF
Thursday, November 22, 2012 於10:12 AM
I need human adult world for the extraterrestrial guide book.
I really like my eyemakeup that day
Wednesday, November 21, 2012 於10:05 AM
/w\~
Been feeling happy recently~
Like i just put down a super ultra heavy burden.
Well because of the application for te US visa thingy,
i realize that my pa & ma are already 55 & above.
I had no idea.
I just felt really sad and down.
Don't know, just thought that they shouldn't be slogging anymore.
even dough my mum is still really annoying at times and piss the hell out of me at a frequent rate but i want her to just stay at home and erm, chat on phone or just nap. Er something like that instead of doing sales.
Lord, i wish i could puke money.
LOLLL.
by the way am really looking forward to the training course in Japan~
It will be tough but i am still so excited.
kekekekekeke.
step by step ~ step by step~~
That Escalated Quickly
Tuesday, November 20, 2012 於9:27 AM
Everything.
Well, a lot of things happened and more will happen over the next few months.
Firstly, i think its confirmed.
I am flying!!!~
am still sorting out what i am feeling about this because that one person who i wanted to talk to is... someone out there in the sea -_-.
But kind of fretting right now.
I will need a lot of help. hell lot of help. i fretttttt.
Wanted to write a long and emotional post but well,
i am too tired and unfocused.
Next time then
HAHA.
& i been troubled about something recently.
I had no idea if i actually am just too nice or is it just bad influence from the one who is out there in the sea.. LOL
Could it be that i have become evil and cunning unknowingly and that i did everything for benefits?
......!?!!
But i am aware that as compare to the past, i am become more conscious of my surroundings?.
But i didn't really think much before doing anything, thinking is tiring , i try hard not to do so..
So maybe i am really just nice like a angel???
HAHHAHAHA
LOL.
the lazybum shall now fleee and go learn some hiragana
A I U E O.
hey there.
Lol, i need a haircut
&someone is being really heartless.
Notice.
Sunday, November 18, 2012 於8:25 AM
SEEKING FOR SOME HUMAN ACCOMPANY FOR UPCOMING MOVIE LIFE OF PI.
IF YOU'RE A ALIEN, ITS A BONUS.
I MAY EVEN ESTABLISH SOME EARTHLY HOSPITABLY & PAY FOR YOU
*thumbs up*.
LOL.
I am doing this because my friends are da pian (shits).
One is laying aside half a decade worth of friendship and going with his love instead even thought i asked him like weeks ago and the other are just either uninterested or too busy. jerks!!! your make huishan sad 8w8!!!.
Anyways wore my new heels today and i decided to name it 7th level of hell.
My skin literally peeled off.
YEOWW.
& i still got three more pairs to test.
T_T.
Hi , I can't sleep.
Saturday, November 17, 2012 於12:46 PM
Does this happen to everyone?.
Like when youre lying on your sleep trying to get to sleepyland, then close your eyes and you recalled something of the past and start regretting.
Oh,today is about the someone whom i had a huge crush on from the start to the end of my poly year two.
& the reason why is pretty ridicules lol.
Well someone laughed at me because of my heavy breathing and he stood up for me. That's all
Maybe i am severely deprived of such feelings and it make me feel happy to realize that i don't need to be the one defending myself all the times?.
meh.
After that i just started liking him.
But he is cool, tall and everything. I can't help but to feel inferior
& i panicked every time when the classmates suspect something.
I am so afraid so be make fun of, scare of rejection and stuff.
Sigh.
Wishes i could do something then, crash and burn? so be it.
At least i wouldn't be to troubled now ye.
So for now onward.
I shall just do everything i want to do without fear!.
If its the wall i want bump into, i shall at least make a dent in it even if it means i gonna bleed.
EFFT *fighting pose*
If someone laughed at me because of my failure.
I shall just use my middle finger!!. yes yes yes
Will never ever do anything that will cost me my beauty sleep again >:l
alright night night.
Btw, my babies smell like baby power and milk.
Awwwwwwwww *rub cheek*
I feel super
My ability to deal with downfall in life has never fail to amaze me.
I am able to walk out of any changes in life within minutes?.
Well its like,
Shits happened
|
Mentally process out all the worst of the worst
|
determine if its of any importance or value
/ \
Yes No
| |
Think of solution *Play with fingernails while
/ \ watching the world burn*
If fail.. If solved
| |
Damn,come at me bro There there,
come at me happily ever after.
|
Regardless of result,
sip tea and move on
LOL,
It take Edward Newgate to resurrect first before crawling out of my laptop screen to break me with his gura gura no mi power.
*smirks*
Time to go and put on tick on my one and only to-do for weeks.
....Clean ma room /_\ ~~~~~~
I should take some before and after photos.
Time to go and put on tick on my one and only to-do for weeks.
....Clean ma room /_\ ~~~~~~
I should take some before and after photos.
我们仍未知道那天所看见的花的名字
Friday, November 16, 2012 於12:22 PM
Cried so hard while watching the finale of Ano Hana till i am getting a headache.
Its just so heart aching ...its so sad but yet, its a happy ending T T.
I cry T _ T.
Tuesday, November 13, 2012 於11:00 AM
Wanted long and luscious looking lashes.
Went to Google for answer as usual.
Some &^%$#@! human suggested Bio-oil and more of those &^%$#@!?! claimed that it worked.
Thus le me put some faith in humanity & went ahead to coat my lashes with bio-oil.
& i started crying.
ITS HURTS T T T T T T T T OMG IT STINGS > <
痛死我了你們這些賤民！！！> <
Anyways, ig photos.
Anyways, I think my kitchen note of fury and threat has frighten my parents and they are like... quite determined to let me sink my teeth into one of those creamy and rich tasting goodness.
Received two phone call simultaneously from each of them telling me that they have brought a box of durian for me and had my name written on it so no pest will lie their filthy hand on my food.
....lol. ok ._. yay??.
Its kind of awkward actually LOL.
I feel like a 3yearolds who is being coax -_-||||||
Well cause er i am not really angry already after having a small revenge by stealing that asshole's chicken wing this morning
I had a good time savoring it at work today at the thought of him and his pathetic plain beehoon.
WAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
*smirks*
& life been going too smoothly for me and i am getting worried.
Ohmygod is world end really coming?!!. Is that it!?.
P.s : Hi litingggggg~~ Lets go to jurong point on thursday~~~~
My babies food supply is running low~~~ i know you wanna kill zombies too~~~~ chuchu <3~~~
GRRR RAWRRR
Sunday, November 11, 2012 於9:03 AM
ended today by leaving a declaration of extreme war mode switched on note on the kitchen table with my empty box of durian on it.
AM SO FUMING MADD.
unless i am dreaming or hearing stuff,
My dad called and told me he left a box of durian for me in the fridge cause he know i like that fruit.
CAME HOME,EMPTY BOX BY THE SINK,BITCH IN THE HOUSE,TOILET FLOOR LITTERED WITH DISGUSTING LONG HAIR AGAIN.
Damn it,
you pigs.
PIGS.
ZHU
ZHU TOU.
GIVE ME BACK MY BELOVED DURIAN.
SPIT IT OUT YOU PIGS.
I not gonna relax!!. not when it come to food.
no one simply make away with my food in one piece.
PFFF
heyyo
Saturday, November 10, 2012 於9:40 AM
I hope 2013 would be a good year.
&for now, i just want everything to go smoothly and for me to be less snappy which makes everyone turn nasssttyyy.
Also, its time to get a grip and move on.
I command it brain, consciousness says so.
It doesn't really hurt at all,
I am strong and i will stay so.
Thursday, November 8, 2012 於10:15 AM
WOOO GAME OF THRONES IS AWESOME.
although the amount of nudity inside is making me shy....
butt,i love khal drogo ...
Knowing that he will die is making me feel miserable T T.
What could i do without him, him walking around in his half-naked glory and his piercing eyes, telling me that i am his moon!! T T.
*JOINS IN THE CHEER*
YAAA LETS KILL THOSE MEN IN IRON SUITS AND TEAR DOWN THEIR STONE HOUSES YAA WHERE MA SWORD GIMME MA SWORD AND MA HORSEEE!!
He is the true man *thumbs up*
Author, you're drunk.
Letting a man like him die.
Bring him back to life right now.
Right now i say.
RIGHT NOWWW
Yes let him be the first khal to lead his man across the black poison water and rule the seven kingdom and sit on the iron throne man, all the other houses and their scheming?.
Meh burn you all i don't care.
Ok lah the stark seem nice... i like their wolf.
I just want drogo and omgdatttbody
T T.
LOL.
I love these sort of show.
WEEEEE
Should i re-watch lord of the rings?!!
HAAHAAHA
-_-
Wednesday, November 7, 2012 於1:22 AM
Greetings,
I been gravely ill recently and i almost died suffocating in my sleep thanks to mucus blocking my wind pipe.
.......................
Been watching Game Of Thrones and its awesome *sparkles*
& now i know another reason why the males like it *move eyebrows up and down*
I am hungry.
byebye.
what in the hell is this post for??!!
gooo awayyy its important cause i need my future self to know that mucus is dangerous!!! pf
LOL.
Well well.
Tuesday, November 6, 2012 於10:14 AM
Apology
A regretful acknowledgment of an offense or failure
Sorry
Unpleasant and regrettable, esp. on account of incompetence or misbehavior
If i really do owe an apology and need to feel sorry for what i had done.
Firstly, i need be enlighten so i am able to acknowledgment my wrong doing.
I simply don't just bow without meaning it.
Not for the sake of it and a happy ending .
If i do it once, i had to do it twice.
Then it will just be running on my patience and tolerant till i snapped
which i promise, things will get really really nasty.
So do enlighten me.
What grave offense did i made to invoke such rages from you?.
Oh, please don't mention opener.
I will be severely annoyed unless we all had time travel to the future where humans are modify into perfection and doesn't ever make a mistake or simply forgets something.
Other then that i am open to all other accusations and will take them all into consideration in making the next approach.
Else this what i call as the stubborn and egoistic we aint gonna communicate period can continue till the day when the presence of alien is finally being announced to the world.
To avoid ego bruising before coming to a common understanding
You can opt to email me a void of emotions strictly business kind of report .
Or if.. its really about the opener.
I don't know.. I think i will slaughter you like how i gunned and slashed andyker to a virtual death in the zombie world in cold blood if given the chance..
& fine andyker, even if this is 20% about ego,
Its also an future prevention of similar incidents on replay mode which will eventually make things turn as stated above, nasty.
親友~
Saturday, November 3, 2012 於12:43 PM
最近說話方式有點煩人害我必須要以牙還牙制止他的我的千年狐狸guud friendo。
YOU FORGET TO PASS ME THE SWEATER JUST NOWWWWW!!!.
anyways,
gamsahabnida~
Purple&pinkkkk
Friday, November 2, 2012 於1:27 PM
Well after when i accidentally beheaded my barbie and develop some sort of morbid fear for dolls and their freaky face when i am still >1m tall..... i never felt girly until now.
When i am all so in love with these pastel dreamy colour :3.
LOL.
I actually adore pink.
& i am totally all ooooooooooooo coocoocoo over purple & pink stuff now HAHAA.
Omg, why did i remind myself of that barbie when its 4.34 in the morning.
The sight of its smiling detached head is bloody scary. oh my ficking god
I even stuffed her in a cardboard and sealed it, securing the door with strings so it can't come out and kill me in revenge lol -_-.
Even after that when i got a new barbie, i am so afraid to play with it cause i am afraid that old one will feel abandon or so and come out to kill us both -_-.
Never ever gonna expose my future daughter to such nightmares in the future.
no way!!!.
love ma pink shoe.. HAHA...
.................
..........................
OHMAN I AM REALLY TERRIFIED NOW WHY AM I SCARING MYSELF WHY.
NATURE IS CALLING BUT I AM TOO AFRAID TO ANSWER IT.
time to shake my baby up.
luffy protect mummy !!!!!!!!!!!!!!.
i need to clear my bed and hide under my blanket right now!!
& i still thought i all like ohhhhhh so old already not afraid liao lah meh meh meh the dark scares me no more *insert sparkles* all prepared to watch the parnormal activity 4 but thank lord i din't.
T v T.