Does this happen to everyone?.
Like when youre lying on your sleep trying to get to sleepyland, then close your eyes and you recalled something of the past and start regretting.

Oh,today is about the someone whom i had a huge crush on from the start to the end of my poly year two.
& the reason why is pretty ridicules lol.

Well someone laughed at me because of my heavy breathing and he stood up for me. That's all
Maybe i am severely deprived of such feelings and it make me feel happy to realize that i don't need to be the one defending myself all the times?.

meh.
After that i just started liking him.
But he is cool, tall and everything. I can't help but to feel inferior

& i panicked every time when the classmates suspect something.
I am so afraid so be make fun of, scare of rejection and stuff.

Sigh.
Wishes i could do something then, crash and burn? so be it.
At least i wouldn't be to troubled now ye.

So for now onward.
I shall just do everything i want to do without fear!.

If its the wall i want bump into, i shall at least make a dent in it even if it means i gonna bleed.
EFFT *fighting pose*

If someone laughed at me because of my failure.
I shall just use my middle finger!!. yes yes yes

Will never ever do anything that will cost me my beauty sleep again >:l
alright night night.

Btw, my babies smell like baby power and milk.
Awwwwwwwww *rub cheek*