& i partially blame those soulful Cantonese songs sang by denis & sammi .

But the main culprits is still those friends of mine.
Grow some heart.

Perhaps its my fault for appearing too nonchalant thus making you feel its ok to dance around in my landmine area like nothing even gonna explode but still, honestly do you think its nice to question those that shouldn't be questioned?.

Subtracting all the moral issues&just saying.
If he really did harbor feelings for you then, during the time when we're still dating.
Should I put on the red nose and officially be the clown of the year?.

& for the above, i had typed it out in all sort of version and i even verbally warned you to stop but no, you just had to kill and taint whatever is that left of those memories i had.

& don't say that i din't think for you.
For what that really hurts emotionally.
I did. You din't, at least not totally.

But its ok,
you still win.

For i admit that i can't get angry with you for long.

Anyways, i have already decided to live my life like a boss and soonnnn i shall thrash it out... after i laid my hand on some alcoholic nerve numbing drinks.

Its easier to grab the collar and shake that troublemaker of a answer out rather than tossing and turning around on my bed doubting myself in misery.

Why not, since it satisfy everyone and put a end to this never ending cycle of shit.


If there a reason why i don't cry, its only because i still see no reason to.
If i did, this would have ended early.


So ya, I think i deserves to know anyway.
I do.

倘若希望必碎，它不因你我
即使看似小丑，讓當的是我