Why start on subject whom been long stashed away in my history book now.

Third party? Are you serious?. Do you think i will choose to drop the bomb for someone whom i already knew i am having problem with?.

Or rather, plainly.. do you think i will fall out with you just because of .. that kind of thing?

and sorry, my character is kind of queer.

What people may felt angry about in that confession you said you me might not be the same with me.

What i drawn from that is plainly just that,

This fucker doesn't seem to cared about me much enough to think about my sad face when i know what just happened. Hi,do you expect me to throw confetti and congrats the both of you if that turns into reality? 

 I dare swear to all the fucking gods in the world that i will never do the same to you if i am in your place cause i cared enough and will think of the consequences.

Maybe its true that human's brain will malfunction and instead think with only their toes when they're overwhelmed with erm, love but still, it just prove that maybe i am nothing but a pea to you.

and your actions , its not even a maybe anymore.

Thus, what i wanted all along is so fucking simple.

A simple apology, just to show that you cared.

If someone had to go around with that forlorn,abandoned puppy look.

ITS ME. ok.

and i had no fucking idea why i choose to bottle up and not speak ill of you when you this piece of-.

Burn in hell,you. and those you poured into to.

Damn all of your and those disgusting easy words that are cheaper than the dirt.