You know,
I felt really happy today, its my peaceful otaku housewife day~
Safe at home and away from the rest of the human population cepts for the three which are blood related to me lah.

the only thing that annoys me so far is just this figging lousy keyboard of mine.
What can i do or say, this acer laptop is ancient. Guess i should grate with just a faulty lousy keyboard and i shouldn't badmouth my lappy anymore in case it decided forsake me. I still haven't got enough for a sparky brand new laptop.

:(.
I want a new laptop. I want to play civilization and various other games without them lagging...

anyways,
Woke up naturally at noon and i made myself some buttery breakfast which i later regretted cause i forget i am suffering from post-sorethroat symptom ever since two days ago but nonetheless, its yummy.

I love butter TvT.
Oh what can i do without you, my big slab of yummy yellow goodness ♥

But the consequences will be me losing my voice tomorrow.. sigh -_-
No amount of honey can help me now. Not after i ate fries too ....-_-llll

Attempted Egg in Basket!.
woooooo it turn out yumyumz



Then i spent hours scrubbing the caging clean and bathing my three brown furballs, cleaning my room and sorting my wardrobes and clearing that heap on rubbish on my desk then watched all sort of comedy and variety shows.

My lil white ball of fur passed away yesterday after i came home from work.

Hugged it till his body went cold and stiff.
He has been with me for a very long time and i could see those signs recently, maybe leaving can end his suffering but i still hate the fact that he had to go.

i miss rubbing his stomach and watching him curls up and sleep on the purple mattress i made for him.

and i din't cry while i watch him go.
Simply couldn't bear to let go off him for he went so peacefully, as if he just dozed off.

He will be still with me.
if he loved me as much as i did, he would come back to me.

Enough of sentimental stuff, i am suppose to be happy.

sigh, i paused for a long while and i guess separation is still something that affects me a lot.
It doesn't stings that much when you don't think of it and occupies yourself with various other stuffs but i just did and ye, all those memories just kept flooding in.

Had no idea of how to continue so goodbye.
I hope Botanicula can cheer me up.