Monsters in my brain.

Actually,
I may appears to be nonchalant

But deep down i questioned myself a numerous times before i go to sleep each night
I had no idea but i guess pretty hurt after all.

And all i could do is to lie there and let those monsters residing in my heart engulf me in darkness and left me doubting and hating on myself.

I want to be detached from whatever i am attached to for a brief period.
I want to be alone to calm down my heart.

And again, i been proven that playing hero is plain stupidity in this world.
folding my arms and leaning back on a sofa is what i should do.

I hate this kind of world.
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