Why do i get nervous infront of humans so easily i am such a fail ohmygod huishan why you so timid i want to have a driller so i can hide in a hole anytime any moment any day what the use even if i read a lot know a lot when i cant express myself can i just communicate with humans by text how am i ever going to pass my interview in this state feeling so down now sobsobsob i gonna read a story to my hamsters everynight now i gonna practice everynight this feeling sucks had the sudden impulse to run out of the room covering my face in shame just now SO SAD I AM SO SAD T T WHY HUMANS SO SCARY WHY