Went to a lunch gathering with andy and his mates at marche~

The food there ain't really that great dough.

I guess my taste buds only fancy asian cuisines.

Potatos and chuck of meats coated with oils are no-no.

and sour sauce....ew... i want chilli.

But it has been fun even dough the only time when my mouth is open is when i am sending food in... well my skin is rather thin.

i am just shy alright *coughs*

And well... christmas is over and this year is coming to an end soon.

Everything seem so surreal..

In a month time i be hitting adulthood (which is rather depressing) and my future still seems bleak.

All those doubts and uncertainly that are fogging my mind... sigh

But nothing will be gained by just sitting down and brood, i guess i should just stop coming up with truckload of excuses for myself to escape reality and just try.

Yes.

Even dough life aint gonna treat me well and maybe i will fail.

But at least i at least try to get something done.

I can't continue wasting my life and live like a zombie anymore :(.

I think this year aint as fruitless as i thought it would be.

After seeing those ugly faces of humans ( mostly those that came from venus), I realize that the people around me are true angels and i should cherishes them more.

and most importantly, i should just continue to live like myself

HAHA.

and i need to get a boyfriend...sigh..........

*nudge* andyyyyyy *nudge*

and i know what you want to say after seeing my facebook.

Thank you for those pretty photos you know i love youuuuuu kekeke

so sorry that my photography skill is really lousy and you prolly only got some blurred photos of yourself.

By the way to be honest, i accidentally took your canmake highlighter.

HAHAHA and i used it.

Goodnightttttttt :>