I dislike being afraid of something, or having fear?.

Thus now i am able to go wooooooo on roller coaster rides and kill cockroaches like some samuri now.

but well there is one almighty fear which i can't seem to get rid of, which are those spiritual drifting around beings.

Oh, the shame of screaming like a pig in the haunted house Oh how can i be so weak Oh i am suppose to possess the spirit of a samurai warrior Oh.

So i decided that something... must be done.

*determination*

Following the Chinese saying of 以毒攻毒 ,i decided to read about them at 3am .

but i guess its a wrong move cause i am too afraid to go to the toilet now.

holy shit i need to pee and brush my teeth.

Went to ikea with liting to get boxes as my baby just created a hole at her's box-home -_-.

I had no idea how, its plastic and its thick. no wonder you can make a blood fountain out of my finger bb...

Had a awesome Ikea meatball meal (ok actually i prefer the mushroom soup, meat balls are too meaty for my liking :/）& i brought myself a pot of roses ♥

Ahhhhh hush my hidden girly side, i love flowers so much~~

*rolls around on rose petals*

&since nobody is giving me any i shall d.i.y!.

sulk.hmpft.its alright #forever alone.

5 nov,

Went for prawn fishing with the two bullies in my life.

They gain happiness from making me feel miserable LOL.

& all i can say is that i am so brave & useful in the trip cause i caught the first prawn and unhooked it and i played the badass role of murdering all our catches by twisting off their claws/pincers? then piercing them with satay sticks.

throughout the process i am like, sorry i am so sorry ouch ouch ouchhhhh *close eyes* sorryyyyyyyyy *push the sticks in*.

Like a real professional laoda rank prawn fisher whom only ambition in life is to catch a 黄小虎 for me.

黄小虎 - A hugeass tiger prawn which send our hook flying toward the roof after escaping, and that is its name for i want to bring it home as pet. knn ccb when i see people cooking my pet krmvfdsczdacdbeasd.

I am so sorry, rest well and be a lion in your next life. amen.

My face with my eyeliner melting. well done, and i am aging... i am aging...

Someone who catches prawns with a ........ pose.

You're sucha

AHHH HAAHAA HAAAAHAAA HAAAHAAAHAAA

INTERESTING AHAAAHAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHAHAHAA

sorry dear prawns and chickens but your tastes soooooo good nomnomnomnomnom.

Cause i am tired and i want to go read 天神右翼 so badly,

ending with my yogurtly face and showing off my putting bb to sleep skill.

Valval taught me this and well i gonna diligently make my face yogurtly everynight to get back my once...flawless.... *burst into tears*

Notice the injury on my lengzai's paw?.

sobsob that super fierce girl who make blood spurt out of my finger did that to him cause he is being horny *coughs* bad boy leng zai bad boy.

My heart painnnnnn T T

Ok, guuu-bye~