*blow dust*

There's probably a lot of virtual cobwebs to clear out here but heyyy, i am still alive.
Although barely.

Extremely sleepy, just lull a two luggage back home myself ..oh and i took the train for your info and all those stairs...

I realized i changed a lot actually.
perhaps i gonna refresh and start something new..

Ermm like recording a new phase of my life?.

ja ja
hello

I am at japan now~~~
But i don't really feel excited or something.
Felt like i just went to Malaysia or something /-\

Its really cold here and i am basically digging dry blood out of my nose daily LOL.
Sometime i sneeze blood out too since i am sneezing almost every morning T T.

Training is tough & tiring but ugh, its a good experience i shouldn't complaint.
But some humans are driving me mad. argh -_-.

All i can double confirm is that i am not a female mentally.
I just can't understand them...Its basically wrong to say anything, now i know why the males are having a had time. LOL

I need someone to talk to man.
& i am so tired. byebyebyebyebye
heyy

嗨,
時間過得好快啊。

近來過的好忙碌,說實在的...好累。
但我並非不快樂,正好可說是相反的。

再過幾天我就要走咯~
日本的天氣正處冬,應該會很冷吧。
唉。老娘最怕的除了艷陽與鬼魂之外就是冷天了。
我很容易傷風啊~ T T

但在糟也勝不過被自個兒好友如此諷刺如此恥笑。
就算外頭千萬個人指著我罵也不該是你,這等心酸難下嚥。
是。我是又笨又醜的,哪來資格來評你。

真心與否,相差可比整個宇宙。

是你當然有權發火
但像那些八婆似的對我冷嘲諷刺?
這點,你斷斷不能。

還有,少抄襲若曦的信。
不適。

對我你又知多少。

算了,不知星期一何時才來。

希望一切都好吧,不管什麽。
祝所有的所有能順利~


Life of pi.

Its amazingly beautiful and grand but sort of haunting toward the end.
The unbelievable adventure seem like a facade to cover up a disturbing event but still, i would still like to believe in the first story.

Because imma sucka for fantasy LOL.

The hyena / cook sucks.

I want to hug a tiger.
こんにちは

My body system is starting to get all hay wired after waking up so early for a consecutive 4 days.
Its almost like experiencing jet lag.

I think i am so severely deprive of sleep that i am dozing off at very given moment,
Esp when i am trying to memorize my Japanese vocab list.

30 minutes seem to be the limit.
& i am thankful that my brain cells haven't yet died off completely for i am still able to learn something even under those circumstances.

LOL.
Today is a rare free day and i just went for my flu vaccination jab and i feel soooo nothing to do now.
hahahhaa

Am thinking if i should 1) Memorize the remaining vocab list , 2)write my to pack list for the trip or 3)... NAP TIME~

Em the choice is quite obvious.
Since i am better at learning during the night and there are still plenty of time left before i fly off...

I shall play with my ponys first before i dote on my brain and give it a break.
GOOD NIGHT.
kekekekeke.

Ps : am strangely falling in love for my little pony after playing its iphone game, its go cute!
I like rarity, she look so seductive but fluttershy is so cuteeee. hahahaha
/-\~

Hello~~.
Just back from the training and i am shagggg.

& worst come to worst, i just received a extremely challenging message from that loser.
Its only when i reach home i can reply loser and that doubled confirm something.

I had to say i lied in my worksheet which asked me to write about my family.
Let me be honest,

Hi, my family is the average traditional kind of family who doesn't do open affections and hugs but i think we cared for each other in some other ways . That's only for my parent and tragically, i had a older brother and i used to look up to him but lately and sadly, i am confirmed and double confirmed that not only he is a arrogant self-centred prick who think too highly of himself and his fictional glorious future which led to him having the habit to look down on people especially me but constantly forget that fact that he is actually a loser( now and  nothing had been done to change it) and a selfish piece of shit who actually do have money but yet, he think that the latest piece of high tech chunk of metal is much more important than his aging parents. He asked me to look at the bigger picture but honestly, it just sound very much like bullshit for his character just sucks and no amount of money he rake in the the future will make up for that. & oh, he talk like a kid.

kthxbye
/-\

Came home to a disaster today and after that i spent hours trying to remove the iron shine from my cape blazer.

........
I feel like to cry T T.

& i planned to wear it tomorrow... now i have nothing.
So i am totally fretting.

Had to wake up at 6am tomorrow but i totally can't sleep now so i shall go pack my skincare stuff for the trip and make myself useful. T T.

omfg i am so damn upset now i like that cape blazer a lot.
wtf.
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